Throughout my life I've been let down by religious institutions. For this reason I've renounced my memberships and kept an arms distance. My philosophy; church membership isn't important in order for me to believe or be saved. Thus, I've adopted the position that the title of being a "Christian" isn't for me. Instead, I consider myself to be a Believer which, for me, defines my journey in faith a lot more accurately.

For almost two years I've been attending a local church in which I felt welcomed and I truly found its message inspiring and uplifting. I really got a lot out of the churches ministry. Plus, I began to rethink my philosophy that built a wall between me and the church.

Recently I approached my church for help. First, several phone calls were made. Then I sent an email detailing what my request was and asked for an appointment to further discuss it. About a week later I called the pastor leaving a detailed message and requesting a call back. Now three weeks later, I have yet to hear from the church, let alone the pastor.

I understand how busy a pastor can be when leading a large congregation. I grew up in such a church in which my father was the pastor. Therefore, I know that sometimes you just have to take a number and wait. On the other hand, what disturbs me is that my request has fallen on deaf ears, and I feel as though my issue wasn't significant enough to warrant the pastor’s attention, at least in the form of a phone call to let me know that I mattered. Needless to say, I’m disappointed.

I'm going to approach the church pastor once more. Hopefully, I'll be successful with round two.

Until Tomorrow ...