When you think you have life under control there's always something that can really cause you to pause, scratch your head, and force you to regroup, even get your thoughts back on track. The last week has been simply mind boggling! Talk about having a brain drain week ... Exhausting!
Anyway, today is decision day … it’s time to stop sitting on the fence and put my right foot solidly onto the path forward. Either I move locally or move out of South Carolina.
I have to tell you, this has been a heart searching journey. Though I made the announcement a while back that I was moving out of state, doubts, friendly advice both positive and negative, and personal fears swirled about my thoughts, making this decision to commit cautiously difficult. But, it’s time to let the cards fall where they will and take action ... indecisiveness is emotionally draining!
Whatever I decide, I want my journey to begin and completed by year’s end. Enough is enough!
The unfortunate part in this experience is that this Christmas I will not be decorating for the holidays. Well, sort of anyway ... I've got a small tree on my dinning room table. Simple, but nonetheless, it helps to keep me Christmas focused.
Anyway, today is decision day … it’s time to stop sitting on the fence and put my right foot solidly onto the path forward. Either I move locally or move out of South Carolina.
I have to tell you, this has been a heart searching journey. Though I made the announcement a while back that I was moving out of state, doubts, friendly advice both positive and negative, and personal fears swirled about my thoughts, making this decision to commit cautiously difficult. But, it’s time to let the cards fall where they will and take action ... indecisiveness is emotionally draining!
Whatever I decide, I want my journey to begin and completed by year’s end. Enough is enough!
The unfortunate part in this experience is that this Christmas I will not be decorating for the holidays. Well, sort of anyway ... I've got a small tree on my dinning room table. Simple, but nonetheless, it helps to keep me Christmas focused.
Until Tomorrow ...
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