18.5.09

Had a great several days. Wednesday through Friday the weather had been pre-summer like, warm, at times muggy, but generally speaking beautiful. But since Friday the weather became unstable, thundering and raining. Tell you, I’m ready for some sunny days! Its been a bit to gloomy and my Prozac has been having problems regulating itself (just kidding … about the Prozac anyway … LOL). Oh well, we need the rain … come July and August, we’ll be begging for rain.

As for the weekend, Friday evening my buddy Steven and I hung out … had a great time. Saturday evening, my Friend Georgie and I hanged … he cooked supper and we just vegged watching TV. Sunday, it was Sumo and I. In the morning it was TV church ... I love watching the Hour of Power program from the Crystal Cathedral. In the afternoon I cleaned my craft room and watched videos. In the evening I watched the season finally of Desperate Housewives. Have to say the finally was rather soft, nonetheless interesting. Can’t wait till the new season. This show and Brothers and Sisters are two of my favorites, don’t miss shows.

Today I’ve had a lot on my heart. Mainly about being unemployed … not having a job is getting to me. Not having a car so I can get a job is a major hurdle which I’m having problems figuring how to overcome. I tell you, being a prisoner in my own home ain't fun and getting old. I just wish for a small miracle … a car!

The other thing weighing on my heart … being alone! Not having someone with whom I can be with is starting to weigh heavy on my emotions. I ain’t getting any younger and I want to be in a committed and loving relationship before the probability passes by. At the rate I’m going, I have to say it doesn’t look very promising and as to how I can change this, God only knows. Don't get me wrong! My Friends, they are wonderful and I am blessed to have them in my life. But, it just ain't the same! Anyway, all I know is, I need a car and I want a full-time relationship. I don’t ask for much, well maybe I do ... specially in the relationship department, but nonetheless these two things would make life complete.

Before I go, I sent Jon's letter today ... will be interesting as to his response. I just hope that with this letter I can be rid of this guy once and for all.

Until Tomorrow ...

1 comment:

  1. excuse me, but don't you have someone in your life? at least I thought you did? explain?

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