Today was the first day I’ve been able to get around without my back brace. I tell you, this round with my back really took me for a loop. The first round was bad enough … it was definitely my spine. But the second round, wow! It was more muscular than spine. Anyway, I’m glad that the pain has subsided and I’m able to walk upright, as well as get around my house, care for my kids, do laundry … you get the picture. It’s just nice be feel whole again.
Ok, I’m going to come clean. But first, I want to thank those of you who are genuinely concerned about my well-being, in particular my friend David. I read your post and I appreciate your concern. Now with this said, allow me to set the record straight.
First and foremost, my relationship with whomever is my personal business. I may be naive, but I’m not stupid … at least I want to think I’m not. Course, with my track record for the past four years, I’m beginning to wonder. Nonetheless, I think my heart’s in the right place. Trust me, at this time, my heart is exactly where it wants to be.
Yes, the relationship isn’t perfect. It’s not traditional. It’s not what I ever imagined. But with all its complexities, with all its uncrossed t’s and un-dotted i’s, with all that has been thrown into the mix … the rumors, the innuendos, the accusations which in private has brought me to tears, I still appreciate and love my relationship just the way it is. After all, compared to those who have caused undue pain because I wouldn’t live up to their expectations or demands, and all those “meaningful” individuals with their distorted agenda’s, the relationship I have must be all that and something that they themselves wished they had. Otherwise, why would anyone want to destroy what they see is good? Therefore, as I’ve asked in the past and will ask again, allow me to decide what is best for me. And if I should ever change my mind, which I seriously doubt ... I've got almost two years invested into my relationship, I will do so in my own time without any outside uninvited help. Ok, now lets move on.
Desperate Housewives … wonder where it’s going? Last week the web began weaving itself, but with four weeks left in the season with tonight’s episode the web got bigger, as well as deepened. Needless to say, I’m totally confused!
Actually, the producers are smart. They’re reeling you in and in order for the finally to make any sense, which means for the four remaining weeks, I’ll just have to watch. And for me who likes finality in each episode, it’s going to kill me to figure out what’s going to happen. Stay tuned … that is, if you’re a fan of the show.
Now, Brothers and Sisters … very interesting! The plot is much better defined and the outcome is certainly going to be dramatic ... perhaps predictable. Tonight, Julia left for Seattle. Ryan was brought on as an employee who is out to take down the Walkers. Yup, lies, infidelity, and a power struggle will be the menu of the final four episodes. I just wished, however, that Kevin and Scottie’s character’s had more juice, more drama. Mark my word, next season this will happen. Like I say, stay tuned … LOL.
Well, today was a pretty quiet day. A few friends called. But other than that, it was a typical Sunday … a day of rest.
Until Tomorrow ...
Ok, I’m going to come clean. But first, I want to thank those of you who are genuinely concerned about my well-being, in particular my friend David. I read your post and I appreciate your concern. Now with this said, allow me to set the record straight.
First and foremost, my relationship with whomever is my personal business. I may be naive, but I’m not stupid … at least I want to think I’m not. Course, with my track record for the past four years, I’m beginning to wonder. Nonetheless, I think my heart’s in the right place. Trust me, at this time, my heart is exactly where it wants to be.
Yes, the relationship isn’t perfect. It’s not traditional. It’s not what I ever imagined. But with all its complexities, with all its uncrossed t’s and un-dotted i’s, with all that has been thrown into the mix … the rumors, the innuendos, the accusations which in private has brought me to tears, I still appreciate and love my relationship just the way it is. After all, compared to those who have caused undue pain because I wouldn’t live up to their expectations or demands, and all those “meaningful” individuals with their distorted agenda’s, the relationship I have must be all that and something that they themselves wished they had. Otherwise, why would anyone want to destroy what they see is good? Therefore, as I’ve asked in the past and will ask again, allow me to decide what is best for me. And if I should ever change my mind, which I seriously doubt ... I've got almost two years invested into my relationship, I will do so in my own time without any outside uninvited help. Ok, now lets move on.
Desperate Housewives … wonder where it’s going? Last week the web began weaving itself, but with four weeks left in the season with tonight’s episode the web got bigger, as well as deepened. Needless to say, I’m totally confused!
Actually, the producers are smart. They’re reeling you in and in order for the finally to make any sense, which means for the four remaining weeks, I’ll just have to watch. And for me who likes finality in each episode, it’s going to kill me to figure out what’s going to happen. Stay tuned … that is, if you’re a fan of the show.
Now, Brothers and Sisters … very interesting! The plot is much better defined and the outcome is certainly going to be dramatic ... perhaps predictable. Tonight, Julia left for Seattle. Ryan was brought on as an employee who is out to take down the Walkers. Yup, lies, infidelity, and a power struggle will be the menu of the final four episodes. I just wished, however, that Kevin and Scottie’s character’s had more juice, more drama. Mark my word, next season this will happen. Like I say, stay tuned … LOL.
Well, today was a pretty quiet day. A few friends called. But other than that, it was a typical Sunday … a day of rest.
Until Tomorrow ...
Hey Guy,
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. Several years ago I went through the same thing. The only difference between you and I, you are stronger, I was weak and gave into all the dishing because I just could not take it anymore. As a result, I lost what I truly loved which I now know was a mistake.
It is sad that there are those in Myrtle Beach who want to destroy what is good because they either enjoy hurting people or because they hate to see people happy. I wouldn't doubt or be surprised that these are the same circle of people whom you are referring too?
If I could do it over again, like you I would have simply cried my eyes out and continue loving regardless of what people were saying. So, hang in there. Do not let those who are jealous come between what makes you happy.
Frank-MB, SC
Hey Philip, now I understand and stand by your decision. Yes, the rumor mill here in MB is alive and well. To many, trying to destroy someone's relationship is like a sport, a game, an ego trip. This is how they get their jollies. Anyway, I'm your friend and have your back. Thanks for explaining.
ReplyDeleteDavid
Philip, Philip, Philip, as your best friend and confidant, what the hell are you thinking?
ReplyDeleteIf you want emotional pain of being nothing more than someone's shadow box (a friend with benefits which is the lowest form of "friendship") then it is a choice I wish you would reconsider. No one, gay, straight, bisexual or whatever a person claims to be has the right to emotionally lead you on like you are being lead.
Now I don't know this individual because you seem to not want me to know who they are and that's ok. However, I believe that you need to take a closer look at the interaction you have with this individual and perhaps you will see that what you are "enjoying" is really a dead end deal. Nonetheless, I have to say, you've got guts, you stand by your convictions, and I support whatever your choice may be simply because I know your character is naively innocent.
I tell you, Philip, all I can say is, whoever this individual is, they are one lucky individual because in this day and age guys like you are far and few between.
Mit
P.S. If you don't post this I'll totally understand. Have a wonderful day my friend.
ROFLMAO!
ReplyDeletePhilip is probably not your real name, but anyway from what I read you must be a real looser and whoever it is that is using you must be laughing their fucking ass off at your stupidity and ignorance. I would use your ass too if you are as stupid as you sound.