Finally A Beautiful Day!
After two days with little to no sunshine today was sun filled! Halleluiah!
You would think that blocking an email address is a simple task, but for some reason I have problems getting it right. As much as I work on the computer you would think I would know how and get it right on the first try, but as usual I didn’t. Come to find out when I go into my account and block I’m supposed to click on ok to establish the block … da! Anyway, because of my lack of doing an email from Jon sat waiting in my inbox. Talk about putting a damper on ones day!
“philip, you may had me arrested and that's fine. i will not bother you at your home again. on the other hand, i am going to prove to you that i am not lying about your friend. so help me god, what i told you is true and when you realize that i was honest i expect an apology.” -jon
To tell you the truth, I hate having to confront someone in the manor I did yesterday with Jon. Putting someone in jail isn’t a kind act. And after the fact, I felt horrible that I had to resort to such a measure.
First and foremost, it humiliated me that I had to enlighten the police officer as to what lead to this point. In matters like this, I’m a private kind of guy. Having to divulge the situation really irked me. It was like my privacy was being invaded. It was not a comfortable place to be.
Secondly, it eats at my gut having to show Jon that I meant business ... If I'm not wanted, or don't feel wanted anywhere, I tell you what, I don't hang. I'll walk away in a heart beat and never look back. No sir! Me no hang, period! Like a friend told me a long time ago, "sometimes, you just need to walk away, and more times than not, you just need to say good-by" I just wished that Jon had simply walked away and not look back!
Last but not least, when it was all done and said, bringing a man down off his high horse wasn't exactly fun, though it did gave me a sense of peace.
I don’t know! This whole situation has got me confused and hoping that I didn’t make a mistake yesterday … cause if I did, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself. This man scares me! Thank God for Sumo!
After a beautiful afternoon, a nap to rest my back, dinner, a movie, and Sumo, it’s just another day in the neighborhood, in God’s green acres. And as for my back … it still freaking hurts! Not as bad, but still …
Until Tomorrow ...
After two days with little to no sunshine today was sun filled! Halleluiah!
You would think that blocking an email address is a simple task, but for some reason I have problems getting it right. As much as I work on the computer you would think I would know how and get it right on the first try, but as usual I didn’t. Come to find out when I go into my account and block I’m supposed to click on ok to establish the block … da! Anyway, because of my lack of doing an email from Jon sat waiting in my inbox. Talk about putting a damper on ones day!
“philip, you may had me arrested and that's fine. i will not bother you at your home again. on the other hand, i am going to prove to you that i am not lying about your friend. so help me god, what i told you is true and when you realize that i was honest i expect an apology.” -jon
To tell you the truth, I hate having to confront someone in the manor I did yesterday with Jon. Putting someone in jail isn’t a kind act. And after the fact, I felt horrible that I had to resort to such a measure.
First and foremost, it humiliated me that I had to enlighten the police officer as to what lead to this point. In matters like this, I’m a private kind of guy. Having to divulge the situation really irked me. It was like my privacy was being invaded. It was not a comfortable place to be.
Secondly, it eats at my gut having to show Jon that I meant business ... If I'm not wanted, or don't feel wanted anywhere, I tell you what, I don't hang. I'll walk away in a heart beat and never look back. No sir! Me no hang, period! Like a friend told me a long time ago, "sometimes, you just need to walk away, and more times than not, you just need to say good-by" I just wished that Jon had simply walked away and not look back!
Last but not least, when it was all done and said, bringing a man down off his high horse wasn't exactly fun, though it did gave me a sense of peace.
I don’t know! This whole situation has got me confused and hoping that I didn’t make a mistake yesterday … cause if I did, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself. This man scares me! Thank God for Sumo!
After a beautiful afternoon, a nap to rest my back, dinner, a movie, and Sumo, it’s just another day in the neighborhood, in God’s green acres. And as for my back … it still freaking hurts! Not as bad, but still …
Until Tomorrow ...
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