As for my eviction, things aren’t looking to good … at least for now. I have contacted every local agency for assistance, but not a single one assists with rent.

Monday I plan to negotiate with the landlord in hopes that he will have a change of heart. If not, then at least give me time to figure things out and get my affairs in order.

This whole ordeal has affected me physically and emotionally. From headaches to stomach aches, and I think my bladder is about to act up again … I’ve been seeing spots of blood in my urine, living on the edge has taken a toll on me. And both at home and at work, trying to hold it together has become an art form, but for how long I don’t know. Needless to say, I am worried, however, I remain optimistic that God has this all under control and that He will see me through.

In other matters, today, I cut my availability with my employer so I can find a second part-time evening position. With further hourly cuts coming, the worst coming in July, after two and half years I can no longer afford myself to remain loyal to Kmart. As much as I like my boss and love my job the writing is on the wall … I need to take control of my finances.

Course, my employment is totally contingent on my living arrangements. If I loose my home then being gainfully employed will be difficult to impossible. Therefore, I am praying and hoping that I will be able to salvage my financial relationship with my landlord.

Until Tomorrow ...