Buddy,
I guess I wasn’t the Friend you claimed I was … My bad! And you stole an apology from me for something I’m not sure I did because as you stated “I do not want to talk about it or discus it”.
The only reason I blindly apologized was to keep peace between us. However, in thinking this through, I haven't a clue as for what I'm apologizing. Thus, I believe you stole an apology that wasn't necessary … Your bad!
I don’t know what happened during your Memorial Day get-a-way ... obviously something did, thus resulting in your toxic text message in which you emphatically state that you don’t care how “other’s” "feel about you, like you, or even hate you for that matter". How unfortunate! The guilt you attempted to passed on to me in hopes to make it mine, you certainly succeeded, but only for a bit.
Do hate to inform you, but the "other's" that you alluded too, well I am not everyone else ... I am Philip! Singular in nature. I'm also your friend, or at least I thought I was.
Honestly, I’m not sure where I fall in the scheme of things between us. But over the past several months you have increasingly become a stranger to me and if your stinging lecture was meant to hurt, you succeeded, but only to a point.
I know in my heart that I did not deserve your negative emotional outburst because in every thing that I am, good or bad, I’ve always put you first, but no more … Acquaintanceship is not privy to the same level as Friendship. And the fact that you have become a stranger, life between us is no longer the same … it is cold and empty which only you can change before I come to the place where I simply give up on you and remove myself from your life.
:Pj
Revised 06/08/11
I guess I wasn’t the Friend you claimed I was … My bad! And you stole an apology from me for something I’m not sure I did because as you stated “I do not want to talk about it or discus it”.
The only reason I blindly apologized was to keep peace between us. However, in thinking this through, I haven't a clue as for what I'm apologizing. Thus, I believe you stole an apology that wasn't necessary … Your bad!
I don’t know what happened during your Memorial Day get-a-way ... obviously something did, thus resulting in your toxic text message in which you emphatically state that you don’t care how “other’s” "feel about you, like you, or even hate you for that matter". How unfortunate! The guilt you attempted to passed on to me in hopes to make it mine, you certainly succeeded, but only for a bit.
Do hate to inform you, but the "other's" that you alluded too, well I am not everyone else ... I am Philip! Singular in nature. I'm also your friend, or at least I thought I was.
Honestly, I’m not sure where I fall in the scheme of things between us. But over the past several months you have increasingly become a stranger to me and if your stinging lecture was meant to hurt, you succeeded, but only to a point.
I know in my heart that I did not deserve your negative emotional outburst because in every thing that I am, good or bad, I’ve always put you first, but no more … Acquaintanceship is not privy to the same level as Friendship. And the fact that you have become a stranger, life between us is no longer the same … it is cold and empty which only you can change before I come to the place where I simply give up on you and remove myself from your life.
:Pj
Revised 06/08/11
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