Mar 29, 2011

Now that my chemo treatments are temporarily over, it is time for me to bring obvious closure in my life to a situation that is yearly, monthly, weekly, and daily changing. I can no longer deal with the roller coaster ride!

I just wish that I had known the "truth", but now the "truth" has caught up with me. Nevertheless, the writing is boldly on the wall and it's time for me to take the obvious truth and close this chapter of my life that is no longer worth hanging onto.

Honestly, I never thought that I would come to this point in my life. But I can no longer ignore the obvious. After all, actions speak louder than words. Therefore, I am taking the actions I see in making my decision because the words I hear are no longer trustworthy ... it’s time to walk away. Like I stated in the beginning, I can no longer deal with the roller coaster ride.

I cannot tell you how difficult this decision is going to be.

Until Tomorrow ...

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